Church of St. Mary at Clinton Heights

Do  you have a hard time shopping for just the right gift? I often worry that what I give will not be liked or I will get the polite “Thank you” and the gift will end up in the back of closet or will be on the re gift list. I wonder if God felt the same way when he gave the gift of Himself in Jesus. Will they like the gift I am giving? So, what does the gift of Jesus mean? It is pure Love! It is the gift that keeps on giving!

In Jesus we find hope. I don’t know about you, but sometimes I have a hard time keeping a sense of hope. World and national unrest, seeing many families try to deal with the stresses of today’s hectic pace of life, a rise in the opioid crisis, so many teens and people in the 20 and 30’s struggling with the stresses of life and sometimes choosing to opt out of life, people are hungry and cold and then all our own personal stresses. Isaiah re focuses us on the fact that the coming of a Savior would radically alter the world and begin something new. This new way of life can be ours! But, we need to surrender to Jesus as Lord for hope to be born is us. Will you, can I, open our hearts right now to Jesus as Lord? With a heart surrendered to Jesus, hope is born in us. Nothing that will separate us from him and our hope will change the world.  This doesn’t mean that the road will be smooth and carefree, but our response will be. Hope is the foundation; it is the true meaning of Christmas. In the birth of Jesus, hope was born anew. On the Cross, it was given to all and its proof is the empty tomb. Even death itself is destroyed by the Hope born today. Can we allow God to be born is us right now? It is living as a hope filled people that keeps us on focused on Jesus even when we struggle with our faith. My belief is that if we are rooted in the hope that we are given today, any question about Catholic belief or misunderstandings can be asked and discussed. As long we stand firm in the fundamental and core beliefs of the faith, as long as we remain rooted in Jesus, we will find our answers. Look at the Shepherds in the Nativity story. You can’t tell me them they bought into the angel’s message not have any questions or doubts. But, when they say God Himself lying in dirty straw and surrounded by all the animals and odors of a barn, they believed. Hope and Love radiated from that scene and changed the shepherds’ hearts. Even the greatest of our saints struggled with parts of what we believe, but what makes them saints is that they didn’t give up the Church in their struggle. Their hearts were fixed on Jesus and him alone. I know how hard it is to be faithful given some of the news we hear about the behavior of some of the clergy and bishops, but, remember Jesus is the head of the Church. His mission continues despite the behavior of others because the Church is not just them; it is each one of us. Are we focused on the hope that Jesus is or only on the negative behaviors of others? Are we allowing other’s behaviors to keep us from Christ, especially Christ present in the Holy Eucharist? My brothers and sisters, God doesn’t worry if we like His gift, if we want it, or just leave it unwrapped in the darkness of the closet of our hearts. He just keeps offering his Love made Human in Jesus. He just keeps offering the Hope that was born in poverty and as a fragile Child. Maybe tomorrow or tonight before we open our gifts, we can all take a few moments and open the gift that God gives, Jesus himself. All it takes is a couple of moments, and a simple prayer: Thank you Lord for the Hope that is born in me this day! Thank you for Jesus, Hope itself.

It seems like people want everything yesterday, in our world. We give up on making a change because it doesn’t happen quick enough or the way we want it to. Many people who deal with depression and anxiety and many mental health problems struggle with this; I suspect that we all do. We think we should be a certain way. We have a tape running through our minds: I should be perfect, I should be happy, I am weak and cannot change, I am not good enough or worthy enough of change, if I change, then people will expect too much of me and I will fail…..and the list continues. This line of thinking is what makes us blind, lame, deaf and certain parts of our hearts dead. We get trapped in our own thinking and put ourselves down and then feel there is no hope. We feed ourselves the line of: I am too old, not smart enough, why bother, I don’t want to even though I know I need to. I must do it all myself.

Isaiah reminds us that the work of change is not ours; it is God’s. We only need to say yes to Him everyday of our lives. The signs of the kingdom that he writes about are already with us, if we let God in.

Only God can “ Strengthen the hands that are feeble, make firm the knees that are weak.” Only God can say to those who hearts are frightened: “Be strong, fear not!”

Where do you think John the Baptist got the strength to confront the leaders of his day? Certainly not from himself; He was on fire with his love of God and his mission to proclaim the coming of the One who will transform the world into the Kingdom of God. Notice that the proof Jesus sends to him is not his preaching; but the testimony of the works he is doing. Jesus will be proclaimed to the world today by the work we do in His name and by the our witness that He alone is shaping and molding us into living signs of the Kingdom.

Take a couple of minutes right now and ask God to show you what he wants to heal so that you can be a sign of his kingdom. Allow Him to show you what fears he can help you deal with; where you need strength and peace. Let God show you and me the sin that needs to be forgiven. May each of us then ask for the grace to let God work within us and transform us into the person He calls us to be. Remember though, whatever God want to change in you and me will not happen today, but it will happen in God’s time. Today is only the beginning, if we want it to be. Remember the words of St James: “You too must be patient. Make your hearts firm, because the coming of the Lord is at hand”.

The Lord is coming, in fact he is already here. May our hearts be open to him right here and now.

     Some people were having a discussion about what was the best way to cook a turkey.  There were many different recipes, but one was intriguing.  It was quite traditional with one very interesting twist.  Before the turkey was seasoned, etc. this one cook would cut the turkey in half.  The rest of the folks began to have a discussion of the advantages and disadvantages.   Some thought it was to make it easier to baste, others that it would give more flavor for the gravy, others were not quite sure.  Finally, they asked the cook why.  He wasn’t sure but said he would check with his mother.  When he asked, he was told that was they way she was taught by her mother.  All her brothers and sisters agreed.  So, he asked his grandmother who said it was the way it had always been done because she was taught by her mother.  Unfortunately his great grandmother had passed way, but there was one great aunt left.  He went to see her and asked why the turkey had to be cut in half to cook it.  She simply looked at him and said:  My mother had to cut the turkey in half because her oven was too small for the size of the turkey that was needed to feed everyone on Thanksgiving.

     How much we are like that family.  We do things over and over again and think that it is the only way.  The Gospel of this First Sunday of Advent warns us not to get complacent.  We are told to be prepared and awake.  It is too easy to get stuck into living our faith on the surface and not encountering God.  Advent is the time to wake up and allow God to change us into the people He created us to be.  Advent is the time to remember that God is creating a new heavens and earth which began on Calvary but is not yet completed.  There is no room for complacency in the Christian life.  We cannot blend into society; we need to stand out as witnesses for something better.

Isaiah tells us that one sign of the Kingdom will be peace and harmony. 

 They shall beat their swords into plowshares and their spears into pruning hooks; one nation shall not raise the sword against another, nor shall they train for war again.

     The amount of anger that seems to be pervading our world today is unbelievable.  How we talk to each other when we disagree, what we hear and see on the news, how political discourse is done, how any of the world’s religions are used to justify violence,  the amount of violence on our streets and in our hearts does not reflect the Kingdom.  We do not have control over anyone else, but we do have control over ourselves and our own hearts.  St Paul tell us to “put on the Lord Jesus Christ”.  To put on Christ demands we solve our issues with one another in peaceful and respectful ways.  Name calling and barbs do more damage than a fist and a gun; honesty, compromise and peaceful communication change the world.

     I wonder if this type of change is even possible today.  Without Jesus and faith, it is impossible.  The daily living the of Gospel, reading the Scripture and daily prayer, the regular celebration of the Sacrament of Reconciliation and the weekly attendance at the Eucharist are the key and necessary elements needed to transform us.  Reconciliation challenges us to confront our sinfulness; the Eucharist transforms us into the living Body of Christ.  By doing this, God will take us out of our complacency and surface Christianity and make us authentic signs of the reality of the Kingdom of Heaven;  here and now!

     Let us start preparing this week; not for Christmas Day, but for eternity.  If we are trapped into doing it the same way over and over again, now is the time to wake up and ask God to show us how and what to change.  May we beat the swords of our angry words into the songs of peace.  May we turn the spears of our name calling into the pruning hooks that till the soil of the Kingdom.  May the dew of God’s Spirit descent into our hearts and water the seeds of the Kingdom of God.

Come Lord Jesus, Come today!

It is very easy to get discouraged today.  Watch the news!  The words of Jesus ring as true today as they did 2000 years ago and he is speaking directly to us.  We have unrest, division in our country, wars and uprisings are happening through out the world.  Even the church itself is in a time of struggle and many are worried about what will happen in the future.  Here in our own diocese, there are not enough priests to cover all the parishes, the clergy are getting older, somehow we are losing the younger generations and Jesus is less and less important.    It is easy to think that it is all coming to an end.

But, what does Jesus tell us?  Don’t follow the false prophets, don’t buy into the latest fads, don’t look for quick answers….Jesus challenges us to see that the remedy for all the turmoil of our day is where is was 2000 years ago:  In Him and in Him alone. It is through the Word of God and the Spirit that hovered over the waters of chaos at the beginning that the universe was created and it was through the mystery of the Son’s death and resurrection and the out pouring of the Holy Spirit that the Church was born.   Each of us was transformed into the living stones and jewels of the Body of Christ by the outpouring of the Spirit on the day of our baptism.  It is by our faith that God will bring all of this to its final conclusion in the fullness of the kingdom.

It is because of this eternal mystery that we can be people of faith and hope even when the world around us seems to be ending.  Nothing is eternal.  No human person has the answer.  The health of a parish community is not measured by the number of people in the pews nor in the collections.  The church can be filled and rich but far from the Gospel.  A small parish family that does good works expecting nothing in return, that is vibrant and alive in faith,  whose worship is sincere and focused on Jesus is rich in grace.  The community that is focused on Jesus alone will not fear the future.  Jesus reminds us that our faith is not in a buildings (as vital as it is to have beautiful places  to worship in) but in the real and living mystery of Christ.   Jesus is telling us what an effective parish is all about and what to expect.  To remain focused on him will not take us out of the struggle of the world and does not mean we will be exempt from worry and fear. But he reminds us to not get trapped in worry and fear.  He will be with us no matter what.  I think that maybe the reason the world has a struggle with an authentic Christian community.  To shine as a people of hope and promise in the darkness of fear and doubt challenges those who are self centered and think they are the messiahs who will save the world.  These are the people throughout history that have persecuted Christians and even martyred them.  However, like Jesus who died on the Cross, the witness of the martyrs still cries out with a loud voice that Jesus alone is the hope for the world.

Jesus is the “son of man who will rise with his healing rays”.    Anyone else is a false prophet and not to be listened to.  My brothers and my sisters, as Advent approaches, let us together take a step back and ask ourselves how will the people who will come into our midst on Christmas know we are focused on Jesus?  Will they experience us as followers of Jesus?  May we be known as Christians in our world.

 

 

 

What is the tallest building in the world?   According to Google, which never is wrong, it is the Burj Khalifa in Dubai at 2717 feet followed by the Shanghai Tower in Shanghai at 2073 feet.  What wonderful feats of architecture to build something this tall and it stays standing.   However , today’s first reading reminds us that before God, they are nothing.   Before the infinite majesty of God who created everything, these buildings are mere ants and are insignificant.   Those who had them built are filled with pride that because of these buildings, the world sees their affluence and their power.  Before the endless mercy of God, these people are like dust in the wind (to quote the band Kansas) and their life span is a blip in human history.

In the eyes of God, no one is short or insignificant.  We don’t even need to climb a tree for God to notice us.  In the eyes of God, each of us is the tallest thing and the most precious creation he made.  Think about it, God didn’t build the tallest building or create some extraordinary event to tell show how much we are loved.  God became human, taking on all our frailty and imperfections except sin, to embody for us the immense mystery of Love. Why?  In the eyes of God, no one is insignificant or not worth being loved.

I think the hardest part of faith is to accept this.   Some of people get the message that they are not good enough to be loved.  Others, because of sin or their actions, feel that they will never be forgiven or even worthy of forgiveness.  Still others, feel that God is not important or because a prayer was not answered, they are insignificant or worse, that God never loved them enough to give them what they wanted.  Like Zacchaeus, we think we can only hide in a tree and see Jesus, but, Jesus will never have anything to do with us.

How far from the truth that is.  God’s love is as immense as the universe and deep as a bottomless well.  God wants to dwell with us and invites us to open the doors of our lives to him.  God desires to dwell within the house of our hearts.  The reality Zacchaeus teaches us is that no matter where we hide, no matter what we have done in our life’s, God will find us and want to be in our lives, even we reject him or hide from him.

My brothers and sisters, the tallest buildings in the world will not last, the latest discovery or fad or technology is dust measured against the immensity of God.  Jesus wants to dwell in your life right now, will you let him in or hide in the tree of fear and doubt?